அக்டோபர் 19, 2008

Loneliness

The biggest thing that can kill a person is being alone... i experience this lot of times in my life...there are 2 types in this.. one u might feel alone even when there are lot of others with you.other one is when there is no one to talk or share..

 i have experience both kind during my life so far. i cant say which one will affect you more.There are certain times in your life during which you will be all alone. No one to talk, share or help you out. Those are the times which will make you think about friends,relatives and others. I am very much going through this for last 6 months. I felt spending one day alone in the home is equal to spending a week normally.

I am kind of person who wants to talk a lot. Imagine a situation when this kind of person left alone. Thank god, have computer with me otherwise i would have became mad already. This made me think about my times after college when i was searching for a job living in Salem.

Most of my college mates were doing PG while i was forced to search for a job.Net connection was available , but only Dial up was there and much costlier compared to now and speed also will be very bad and there was no orkut or social networking sites during that period(in 2003) to spend time. for that matter no blogs were available.Only available entertainment was TV and Walkman(No FMs also during that time)

Comparing to that, now it was much more easier for me to kill the spare time. But sill somewhere in my mind i felt being alone. This is what made me to write this peace of crap. (you will agree with me i Hope :P)








3 கருத்துகள்:

umapathy1972@gmail.com சொன்னது…

when people are around me, i always wanted to be alone. i will work my way towards it, and then this phase will go on for a year or so.

and when i have achieved my loneliness, i start thinking of being with people, and i start working towards it. :-), then that phase continues for the next year.

then finally after many years of being alone and being in a crowd, i decided that being alone is where i live, and i see my"SELF". so, for the past 4 yrs i am just alone, no going back and forth. :-).

but then is this a conclusion??????

Time and space will answer.

tropical iceberg சொன்னது…

during a silence of lonliness, let the voice inside u speak to urself.. u ll not feel lonely any more.

i tell this with experience

Deepa Narayanan சொன்னது…

Enjoy the company and lonliness in equal measure...Final journey is always alone and its better to be prepared